i dont want to have to give a fake smile to hide what im feeling im completey unexpected but somehow exaclty what your looking for. i make mistakes i speak without thinking and i act without knowing but god knows i mean well. i falll waiting for someone to cath me even if i know no one is there willing to. i believe in love lust, sex, and romance i dont want everything to add up to a perfect equation i want a mess and choas. without it how borig life would be. I want someone to go completey crazy in his mind for me, who will get "lost" just to make a little more time with me. Not to be able think of anyone or anything he'd rather spend the rest of his life with. i want everything i cant have and nothing i need. I want it all . I always change my mind and my opinons change daily. I love to party. get it crunkkkk. Laugh and spend time with the one i truley care about. ive been through alotta shit of this little life of mine. But finally i found my peace and that's the people i surrround myself with. Dont judge or sterotype me. You only see what i choose to show. This is llife. You only have one. You dont get a rewind button, fast forward, a pause, or a stop or a mute. So make it the best you can live with no regrets. And take risk. If you want something work for it. Make a goal for yourself. Just think in 50 years from now, wouldnt you want to say you did something out of the normal. i dont wanna give and i dont want tears down my cheeck, and i dont want to admitt i cant do it anymore. Life isnt about giving up, it's about learning and building your character and future. Just about as happy as you get. You might run into a few obsticales, but that's why you past throught it with flying colors. Dream big. make it what you really want. Nothing last forever so live it uppp. When you have regrets you think of them later. And relaize what you did was excalty what you wanted. Sometimes i live in a "all about me" world. And recently im realizing it's not jsut about me. It's about everyone. If i care, it's me catering to the world. And at the end of the day, i am who i am and that's probably who ive always been and always will be. Good girls dont get rememeber So be remembered remarkabley. Live on the egde but be sure not to fall over everything happens for a reason.